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Travis Van Winkle's Journal  Well, it has been a while yes???? About three years or so.....I truly am sorry for whoever's birthday I have forgot (Amanda you are one of them) and for the people who I do not see on a regular basis anymore. Kinda sad that our lives diverged the way they have. So, update in numbers. Intersting lives you all lead... I wish mine was that exciting.. Heh I guess it is just in differant ways. Or maybe im a square??? I bought soul caliber 3 the other day.... great game. I saw my ex girlfriend Amanda for the first time in I think 3 or 4 years. I had all sorts of mixed feelings on that one. The past part of me felt angry and hurt and the present part of me said live and let live. Strange mindset. Well good job on whoever got jobs and to everyone who isnt doing quite well directly or indirectly. Hang in there it will be ok in time. MY CELL NUMBER IS 360-359-1602 so CALL ME IF YOU WANT TO TALK. Replies are accepted but not always answered back at once. I have come to the conclusion that a 4 hour seminar training with a 9th degree black belt hurts!!! Anyways, I start work for the state on march 7th and will be continuing to work there forever!! lol j/k well not much going on here besides the job thing and martial arts...I am considering moving into Yelm pending an open room at a friends house with a couple other people so we will see what turns up there. Now not to brag, but when a ninth degree black belt in American Kenpo says to me. "You've got talent, keep it up" that is good...right??? Anyways, not much going on...someone tell me whats up lately.. Current mood:  sore.Current music: none. It has come to my attention that my picture sucks....any ideas anyone??? It has come to my attention that pepole know my lj name and i was un aware of this...Cassandra!!! Hows my little sis doin?? And Josh...how in the world do you know her??? Anyways, hope everyone is having a merry day...Rain sucks..and if you are trying to go to sleep and having trouble....think about this paradox....a dog walks up to you and says...all dogs are liars....put me to sleep in 5 min. flat...later... Travis "The White Bruce Lee"
Allen.....I OWN YOU!!! J/K Ok now Im homeless again...... God help me now... In all the time I have been alive. I have believed there was a God. A force so powerful that we cannot see him. But sometimes he comes into our dreams. You ever have those dreams that mean something?? That was probably God talking to you. I hear most people say that they do not like the fact that they cannot control their own lives. This is wrong. For God gives you free will. You can choose what you want, or what God wants. You can choose to follow him or follow yourself. There is nothing wrong with being a leader, but a good leader is one who is able to follow also. To be too much of a leader is being a control freak and unable to truly lead. Take Amanda for example, she met this wonderful guy who she has known for a while but never got the courage up to date him or ask him the question (even though it is the guys responsibility) but now through a push of God they are together and as far as I can tell...happy. I have found someone like this recently. One who I have only known but a month but it feels like we have known each other forever. I love her already and I know in my heart that this is what God wanted. He IS a force in our lives...and that if you let him and accept him....he will take you and help you. Manda, maybe, just maybe if you believe in him, and then ask that he help you, he will probably make your life better than it is. If worst comes to worst you will feel differant. There is always a positive side to things. The reason why shadows are behind us is because we need not look on them. Instead we face towards the light. Or more like the light shines on the front of us. I can see God's work everyday now as I open my eyes. Amanda and Hap, Susan and Derek and how it is obvious God wants them to be together or else the distance would have torn them apart. How you get those dreams Amanda that you cant explain. But you just know. It is hard to seperate what you want and what God wants, but once you do you will find it easier and easier for you to do so and therefore follow the word of God. If any of you feel differantly, well to be honest, too bad. If you are pushed away from me because of my belief. Then I believe God wills it for one reason or another. As I have tried and sacrificed to be with people, so to has God sacrificed to keep me here. And I realized. I will not run a one way street with people any longer. It will either be a two way or a no way street. This is me and what I have to say. If I do not remember your name...forget where you live...or just dont know your phone number...blame it on the concussion received from the other fucking idiot who hit me. But ask him when he gets out of the hospital... Concussion, broken finger, bed-ridden....dont ask... |
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